Look around you and smile...And always remember to smile even thou you are pain in your heart or even you are moody...just smile...^^
Read that phrase? What do you think when u read it? Something makes u realized that something right? Or is it just some normal words that pop up from my mind? But there is always meaning behind each words, not just 1 but many...Ok lets not just talk about the phrase cos the main point is not only i want to remind you to stay happy but also i want to tell you how i feel today...in this room...alone...
I am actually not thinking of anything...more to like empty minded..but you want to know something? In between those emptyness i am actually thinking alot of things...which i am excited about...haha...
The 1st thing is that i am so happy that i am going to have a new phone soon and not only a new phone...but a couple phone with my bf, Desmond. We promise each other that we would buy the same new model of phone by time we have enough money and buy it with different color. At 1st the plan was that he buy black and i will buy red...but now he like silver more then the black 1 so he bought the silver 1 already and he was totally happy. While me, i am going to get it by this coming thursday. So i am totally excited on it...even i have told my bf about it. It was the new SEW995 my favourite slide phone ^^
The 2nd thing is that i am going to KL this coming sunday to Pavillion...and i was hoping to get to meet my bf and we might go to watch Harry Potter using our gold class ticket that we had won earlier. I am going there by car with my whole family so i am really happy about it. I just hope my bf will come since we haven't meet for like about 1-2months already...
The 3rd thing is that i am excited about my bf coming to melaka next month for a visit...and maybe if he can he will stay for a week since he is on holiday...I hope that would be confirm..hehe..
The 4th thing is that i am so happy that my bf finally tell me what i should know about what he really feels about my mistakes and what happen in game. I want to try to make it right now and the best is i hope is a new beginning for both of us in game to start all over again to make him feel right...cos i really don't want to play game alone>.<
I know he is busy and all that but still i really wish he could spend more time with me not only in game but at nite when i need a lullaby =p
I am a spoiled gal >.< haha not really anyway...we did well by tolerating each other...and finally i realized that he always do think about my feelings...cos i always thought he is so selfish and always think he is right!LOLX
But somehow he still thinks about me...thats wat i love about him most...no matter what he said to hurt me..but still he will treat me right...like i always wanted him to treat me...
He always tries his best to fullfil all my dreams...and also his own dreams...
These moment not always we can see or hear or know by feelings...cos its one moment in time where suddenly it comes to you and tell you what you really need to know and listen to everything that is going to be happen...not only in the past but also in ther future...but no matter what happens in the past..it remains history...while the future is to make it better...even if you fail...you always must remember to stand up for love and to keep holding on til..you know it is forever...when you are hurt...always look back the times you n him are always happy...those moment...those happiness..that you will never forget in your life...that remains and to show you how powerful it is of the Power of Love~
There you will the see how you will forgive someone u love the most...and keep loving him steadily and longer...So..remember to always appreciate the one you love cos maybe...in the future you know you won't find another him..or the memories that you want it to be...cos it will always be different...no matter it is good or bad...it will always be different...
Read that phrase? What do you think when u read it? Something makes u realized that something right? Or is it just some normal words that pop up from my mind? But there is always meaning behind each words, not just 1 but many...Ok lets not just talk about the phrase cos the main point is not only i want to remind you to stay happy but also i want to tell you how i feel today...in this room...alone...
I am actually not thinking of anything...more to like empty minded..but you want to know something? In between those emptyness i am actually thinking alot of things...which i am excited about...haha...
The 1st thing is that i am so happy that i am going to have a new phone soon and not only a new phone...but a couple phone with my bf, Desmond. We promise each other that we would buy the same new model of phone by time we have enough money and buy it with different color. At 1st the plan was that he buy black and i will buy red...but now he like silver more then the black 1 so he bought the silver 1 already and he was totally happy. While me, i am going to get it by this coming thursday. So i am totally excited on it...even i have told my bf about it. It was the new SEW995 my favourite slide phone ^^
The 2nd thing is that i am going to KL this coming sunday to Pavillion...and i was hoping to get to meet my bf and we might go to watch Harry Potter using our gold class ticket that we had won earlier. I am going there by car with my whole family so i am really happy about it. I just hope my bf will come since we haven't meet for like about 1-2months already...
The 3rd thing is that i am excited about my bf coming to melaka next month for a visit...and maybe if he can he will stay for a week since he is on holiday...I hope that would be confirm..hehe..
The 4th thing is that i am so happy that my bf finally tell me what i should know about what he really feels about my mistakes and what happen in game. I want to try to make it right now and the best is i hope is a new beginning for both of us in game to start all over again to make him feel right...cos i really don't want to play game alone>.<
I know he is busy and all that but still i really wish he could spend more time with me not only in game but at nite when i need a lullaby =p
I am a spoiled gal >.< haha not really anyway...we did well by tolerating each other...and finally i realized that he always do think about my feelings...cos i always thought he is so selfish and always think he is right!LOLX
But somehow he still thinks about me...thats wat i love about him most...no matter what he said to hurt me..but still he will treat me right...like i always wanted him to treat me...
He always tries his best to fullfil all my dreams...and also his own dreams...
These moment not always we can see or hear or know by feelings...cos its one moment in time where suddenly it comes to you and tell you what you really need to know and listen to everything that is going to be happen...not only in the past but also in ther future...but no matter what happens in the past..it remains history...while the future is to make it better...even if you fail...you always must remember to stand up for love and to keep holding on til..you know it is forever...when you are hurt...always look back the times you n him are always happy...those moment...those happiness..that you will never forget in your life...that remains and to show you how powerful it is of the Power of Love~
There you will the see how you will forgive someone u love the most...and keep loving him steadily and longer...So..remember to always appreciate the one you love cos maybe...in the future you know you won't find another him..or the memories that you want it to be...cos it will always be different...no matter it is good or bad...it will always be different...
