-Lost Of Words-

I am quite happy today because he has made me laugh but still i can feel he don't have much things to talk to me already. I don't know whether is it because he has lost of words to say since we have been talking about everything about ourselves in the past so i wonder have time made this happen? It is silly of me to even think about all this ridiculious stuffs but i know i cannot helped it when each time he was busy at work i called, he will say yes anything? Its as if like when i called its always a matter. I called just to care n to let him know that i have been missing him. That's all that sometimes i would love to say. I don't know is it i have made him stress about needing some money for my sister's birthday and mother's day celebration fund. I felt guilty too and i want him to know that it dosen't matter about the money because all i want is for him to come back and celebrate this together. I am taking this advantage to see him actually for i am worry that i could hardly see him again. I do wish that he felt the same way and i know he will try his best to made it. I know he will make a lot of plans there to get into schedule and i hope he do miss me too. I have dinner with my middle sister tonight and we have talk about our plans to buy which phone for my youngest sister's birthday gift. We wasn't sure what kind of model phone we want to buy for her because of the budget and so on. Then i went back home face my favorite game again which is Rose online while hoping he would online. Before dinner he did call me twice, first about asking me why i'm looking for him and another about my sister's birthday present. I am happy that he tries to find the good and perfect and worth to buy phone as a gift for her. >.<
He called me again and i am so happy that he called me back. I wonder what took him so long to call me again since i cannot find him in game. Then he told me he was asleep because he is very tired then i am feeling better. I really miss him a lot that i wish i could hug him now to sleep and just listen to him talk. I rather be quiet because his voice could really makes me feel happy cos its so cute!!! Tomorrow i will be going to Port Dickson for 2day 1 night so i might not be blogging tomorrow but i will do it after i am back home ^^