Lying here…feeling the wind blowing so strong that I could feel it wll rain soon at this place…the sea..the moon…the beautiful stars..i can see it from here and also the strong wave that have been hitting on the ground over and over again non-stop. I wish I could be here forever…its like a never ending night that full with calm and lots of relaxation. I am here in PD now with my family. Surprisingly I have been finding each and everywhere to get a good connection but failed. So I have to type all this up in my microsoft word before uploaded it to my blog by tomorrow. I wish my bf was here with me to enjoy this moment and this view but too bad he had to work and he don’t have much money to come and enjoy this with me now. Maybe next time we may have the chance to spend this kind of moment together here like this without any stress and just u and me…
This kind of feeling now is so peaceful and quiet… I don’t know when it will end but maybe if I am lucky I may get to see the sun rise in the morning for the first time ^^ The wind is still so blowing strong and its like it would not stop. Listening to the strong wave and listening to my songs its just so nice and relaxing. I cannot help it but to think of this moment only. I was thinking how nice if I could sleep here until I wake up in the morning to see the sunrise too. It must be the best moment in my life to experience this. There was a few houses there on the sea where they specially build their home there to get a nearer view on the sea and the best they even got their own private boat with bridge nearby to get into it. It looks fun, that I wish I will have this kind of house next time in the future. The house was specially built on the sea and link to a nearby apartment that is a hotel too where u can rent a boat there to have a ride on it. Its really beautiful not because of the house but because of its built that way and you can really feel that u wanted to swim from there to the shore. Its not easy as it seems but I can see that its fun living there where u can see the roads to the nearby hotel. The place I lived is called The Regency Hotel and its an apartment where you have 2 rooms and 2 bathrooms. I love the swimming pool the most because its link to the beach. You can simply ran over the beach and enjoy your swim there or either way to the swimming pool only. Then from my apartment’s balcony I can see the lovely beach and the roads at night seem more beautiful then the day because of the car lights on the street. My room has 2 beds, even thou its small but its kind of nice to sleep. Its still comfortable to be, better than the last time we came here to stay in a hotel that have their own waterpark. Its nice for kids only but this its nice for both kids and adults. You even can enjoy alcoholic drinks here in a café nearby the beach. It’s a wow cos you can feel the sea breeze while enjoying your meal or drinks here. You even can enjoy chatting with your friends or family here and look at the beach views with lovely coconut trees everywhere. Dear how I wish u were here with me…I really miss u so much. I wish I can see you right now and enjoying this moment with me. Not only that, I really want to hug u so much but I know I cannot. I will because of you to bare all that is happening now in our life and I know we both can make it. I really hope that whatever is happening now to us will end soon so that we both can really be together, showed to your mum and let her accept that I am your gf. Maybe all I hope is for her to willing to let you to have this relationship with me now. I know its not that she don’t like me or what so ever and I am very clear that she do this cos u need to study. She was just so worry about your future and I know about that. I really do hope I can bare with all this cos this is what you need me to do right? I wish I am strong enough to not meeting you long enough and I hope if there’s any chance I will get to meet you. These days of your holidays, I am happy enough that we get to spend most of the time together and get a lot of bitter sweet memories that I won’t forget. Its so sweet that even to think about it would make me smile ^^
I wonder how you doing there now…are u hungry? Do you take care of yourself well? Do you think about me as often as I am? Do you have any hard times on your work? Dear please eat well and be well all the time cos I really don’t want you to fall sick soon when I am not there to see you. I know you are a big man, you can take care of yourself but still I want to remind you. Maybe I sound like a little noisy to you but I hope you can bare with me. I feel sleepy now but I cannot sleep because my parents and others will not get into the house without the key since the key is with me. I am so bored too..wish I could online now but I cannot…now I know why and how come those book arthurs get lots of idea. Now I can feel like I am myself as an authur…lolx. Its great to feel that way at least now I know where to get inspirations most of the time. At least to write it, you got to have this kind of place to write well haha. I am tired now…I think I will stop here..sleeping time^^
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