Kinda Emo~

I cannot find Desmond after i come back from work. I called him but he didn't answer. He must be sleeping, but i saw him on and offline his facebook. I know his pc got problem will keep auto restart and lag but still at least he reply me something in facebook! But he didn't do so and that makes me sad. I have keep calling for him but well i just can let him be then. Maybe he gone to bed early or maybe he got tons of homework to settle. I know his form6 life should me more harder then usual cos i know it since i have been through those before but i am sure his must be harder then mine since he is in the science stream. Well, i have to admit that i don't like seeing him talking with his ex-crush and has anything to do with her but since nothing had happened yet i hope i am not too late to avoid anything bad to happen between us. I know i am oversensitive in some cases but i just don't want any mistakes to happen. I won't be going to KL already this saturday since he also do not agree for me to go there for a day trip cos its wasting money and so i obey him. I want him to know how much he can miss me without seeing me for a month or two but i don't know if he ever does cos he never tell. What makes me happy is his call, his every night call, or sometimes after school call, it really makes me happy knowing that he did think of me and missing me too.
He did have those bad habit not to pick up phone calls for just no reason. He just like to silence his phone all the time and even with vibration it doesn't mean he can hear them. Sometimes he just don't even bother to look at it and he don't like to sms with me, he prefer to call me. >.<
That is just him anyway, Haha... I cannot blame myself for being selfish and i want him all by myself xD Well, I guess it cannot be helped then, since its nature for girl to think that way, in other way jealous!Lolx... I got to be strong and stand up for myself man! He is going to be only mine! Hahaha...Miss him alot! xD