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Sunday, October 11, 2009

Wonderful Day...=p

I want to say thank you to Dear Desmond for accompany me today the whole day at home, online and on phone. I am really happy dear, for you have accompany me this whole day. Never much leave me, and i consider this is the 1st time you ever accompany me this long. ^^ It really is a nice day today and i didn't regret staying at home whole day just to be with you, just to be on phone with you and playing the same game with you today. Lolx... We suddenly started to enjoy playing Cafe World together in facebook and today whole day was just concentrating on this game most of the time. Today morning i had a bad morning where i woke up at 10am but last night i slept at 4am. It kind of pissed me off for waking up that time but i cannot help it since i cannot sleep anymore. So i woke up and played facebook. I open Desmond's account and send the stickers to my Pet Society. I wanted to see his Cafe World have how many neighbours in it and some other stuffs there. Suddenly i saw his ex-crush's name was in the neighbour's list and i was a shock. I suddenly thought that he played this game cos of her but i was wrong. When he called me at around 1pm i did ask him about how come she's in the list? He says that she is the one who adds him 1st and he didn't even know she did played that game. I blamed myself for being too oversensitive about it. Even thou i said i don't mind and i will never think anything bad anymore but still this negative thoughts are just haunting me. Luckily i didn't accused him on that, instead i let him answer me. Even i don't want to think like i am not trusting him. I asked him a simple question after that. I said i wonder if i ever asked you not to talk to her again, would you do so? And he replied, it doesn't matter since i don't take initiative to even talk to her already and she's not that kind of person will stick to the pc for long. I was relieved to hear that. Its not like i want to be selfish but its just that love makes us selfish sometimes. I just don't want to lose him, to even make myself lose my confidence. That's why i am asking these questions to be well alert of every situation that i am going to face. I am really happy to have you, dear. I am so happy that i still can trust you until now. I hope you will not disappoint me. Then now he is busy doing his homework and the T-shirt design competition that due date was tomorrow. I guess he is going to sleep late again tonight and he must be really tired. Sorry to trouble you again my dear >.<
For dinner I thought my parents would buy some food back home for me and my brother but too bad they did not. I was so hungry back then and now having supper on this late night. Hope i don't get much fatter for eating MCD at this hour. T_T Lolx...
I was kind of angry at my sister for not telling me about that cos i waited for my parents to come back for the food but at last they do not so i was upset about it but since i cannot do anything, i also lazy want to complain much about it since she must be really happy to see her boyfriend come and bring her out for dinner and forget to tell me about it. So i just forget it... Now that i am full already i am totally fine..and sleepy @@ I miss Desmond~ Hope i get to see him next week since my family might be going to KL next week or else i might be going with my sister together by bus then. Hehe...nights all~

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