Lame Day...

Today is a tired and lame day. All i can think is only to wait for saturday cos its public holiday and i want to rest whole day that day but also plan at night to go out cos too bored. I will be going out with my ex-boyfriend, Danny. Well, he come to visit my shop today in the lunch time and we chatted with my brother and sister along. Before he come, i was telling my sister how mean i am to him after we broke up so we were surprised that after not long he come to visit us. What a surprise? Me and my sister said " Wah he very long live ar?" haha...that was really funny but nothing much about me being mean its just that i told her i never thought i will have such a hard heart just like a stone when that happens. I cannot deny that i felt i am mean that moment and i feel sorry for him so i hope now at least i can do something like being a nice friend to him and of course not more then that...haha...Is is good or bad its still memories that I had before and it remains in my heart, not more than that. He keep asking me where is my bf and ask which part of KL he stays? So i just answer him without feeling anything not right cos i feel we still friends and its alright to talk about my bf since so long already. I never regret had him as friends and my sister was like commenting to me after he went back saying that luckily i didn't choose him to be the right guy cos she can see that he wasn't really kind of liking my brother. My brother is still young and playful so he likes to find guys to play with him since we don't have any other brothers in the family so its obvious he wish to play with some other "brothers" but it seems that he doesn't like to play with him. Desmond gets along with my brother a lot and he likes him a lot too. ^^ Desmond is the only guy that really makes everybody in my family to accept him and i am really happy about that. I am that type of girl that really minds a lot about how my family thinks about my bf. If they don't approve him, i have to you know, not being with him anymore and if i confirm myself too about what my family advise me to. No matter what I still thinks that family don't want us to choose the wrong guy and have hard times around but luckily my family too know about how important it is too to also choose the one you love. Importantly is he must love me more...haha...I want to meet some friends that coming back to Melaka too. I hope they will ask me out when they are back. Really miss them and i just want to spend some time with them since its been so long we last met. Goodnight my friends and thanks for the advise! xD