Sorry for all the trouble i cause you,
Sorry that i am oversensitive since "she" appear again in your life,
Sorry that i am trembling making me out of words to say properly that makes you misunderstood,
Sorry that i have always been silly,
Sorry that i make a bad impression to you,
Sorry for hurting you sometimes,
Sorry for i have been too care about you,
Sorry that i often complains a lot about everything to you since i have no one to complain to,
Sorry for being so full of emotions when it comes to arguing,
Sorry for everything that i have done,
But all comes to one thing,
And the only thing that causes all of this is because,
I really love you so much,
So much until i cannot forgive myself,
That i have keep on blaming myself,
But never blame you even you're the one at fault,
Sorry that i have pamper you in some ways,
I want to change this,
I want to let you know that you cannot just speak to me that way,
You cannot treat me that way just cos,
You have all of me,
Please don't treat me so unfair,
For all these while i don't want to make you feel negative,
I never let you feel yourself is useless even you're younger then me,
I never let you feel insecure,
I never push you hard and stress you so much til as if i am controlling you a lot,
I hope you know that i keep supporting you in every way,
Even thou you hurt me so,
Even thou you make me weak inside,
Til i can lose a lot of myself and my confidence,
But so what?
I am standing tall again to make it right,
Even thou i may speak without using my brain,
And being so clumsy for talking trash,
But still all cos i am trying to explain,
Trying to make things right,
I know i made it worse,
But if i hadn't even bother,
We may end up meaningless,
Or neither of us will understand each other's thoughts,
I know i am a bit slow to catch up with things,
But i do hope that you would know that you may wrong too,
In every way,
And I hope you will be patience in our relationship,
I am sorry that until now i am still shaking inside,
About trusting you,
But i believe that sooner or later i am sure i will be alright,
Cos no matter how shaky i am,
At last i will go back to trusting you,
Cos i want to,
Cos i love you,
For all the tears that i have cried so hard,
For all the pain that i have felt,
For all the suffering that i may have cause by myself,
If you have been patience to me,
Maybe,
Maybe it wouldn't be that hard on me,
Maybe,
You and I wouldn't have any problem,
But i cannot deny that to have long lasting relationship,
Needs a lot of time and solving problems together,
I wish that i can over come this,
Since its my first time having a long-term relationship,
I do want to know you more, Desmond,
For i believe that no matter what,
You will never leave me...
For these...
I am truly sorry...
Please forgive me...
I love you...
Sorry that i am oversensitive since "she" appear again in your life,
Sorry that i am trembling making me out of words to say properly that makes you misunderstood,
Sorry that i have always been silly,
Sorry that i make a bad impression to you,
Sorry for hurting you sometimes,
Sorry for i have been too care about you,
Sorry that i often complains a lot about everything to you since i have no one to complain to,
Sorry for being so full of emotions when it comes to arguing,
Sorry for everything that i have done,
But all comes to one thing,
And the only thing that causes all of this is because,
I really love you so much,
So much until i cannot forgive myself,
That i have keep on blaming myself,
But never blame you even you're the one at fault,
Sorry that i have pamper you in some ways,
I want to change this,
I want to let you know that you cannot just speak to me that way,
You cannot treat me that way just cos,
You have all of me,
Please don't treat me so unfair,
For all these while i don't want to make you feel negative,
I never let you feel yourself is useless even you're younger then me,
I never let you feel insecure,
I never push you hard and stress you so much til as if i am controlling you a lot,
I hope you know that i keep supporting you in every way,
Even thou you hurt me so,
Even thou you make me weak inside,
Til i can lose a lot of myself and my confidence,
But so what?
I am standing tall again to make it right,
Even thou i may speak without using my brain,
And being so clumsy for talking trash,
But still all cos i am trying to explain,
Trying to make things right,
I know i made it worse,
But if i hadn't even bother,
We may end up meaningless,
Or neither of us will understand each other's thoughts,
I know i am a bit slow to catch up with things,
But i do hope that you would know that you may wrong too,
In every way,
And I hope you will be patience in our relationship,
I am sorry that until now i am still shaking inside,
About trusting you,
But i believe that sooner or later i am sure i will be alright,
Cos no matter how shaky i am,
At last i will go back to trusting you,
Cos i want to,
Cos i love you,
For all the tears that i have cried so hard,
For all the pain that i have felt,
For all the suffering that i may have cause by myself,
If you have been patience to me,
Maybe,
Maybe it wouldn't be that hard on me,
Maybe,
You and I wouldn't have any problem,
But i cannot deny that to have long lasting relationship,
Needs a lot of time and solving problems together,
I wish that i can over come this,
Since its my first time having a long-term relationship,
I do want to know you more, Desmond,
For i believe that no matter what,
You will never leave me...
For these...
I am truly sorry...
Please forgive me...
I love you...
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